won`t move an inch, lies a smile and tells you he's fine.

4:15 AM

won`t move an inch, lies a smile and tell`s you he is fine... and your heart-breaks at that moment.

I told you, It cannot be... It never will be, and I cannot have my donut I heart-ache about. donut, has a home that is broken and still sits there, sobbing down tears, won`t move an inch and lies a smile telling you donut's fine.

he tells you he had found a new home by himself, turns out he built it beside
that precious home that had been burnt down.

he gives you a smile and tell`s you profusely he is happy with his life
and tells you he does not need that home.

you think of him every night, minute, day, hour wondering if he really
was fine. has accurate feeling that he's fine not.

you try getting technology to do it's thing. he doesn`t respond,
do you think you have a chance? you gave obvious cares, the stuff that
reminds you of him, I gave it away. I put it in a dark room. stayed away,
you heart cracks, you try to stretch your muscles, forcing it to give your
beautiful face a smile. breaks every time you try, look down on the ground,
a tear falls.

he tells you a joke, invites you out, he does seem fine, look into his eyes,
trying to find his heart, it totally is shattered, he makes you smile if you`re
heartbroken, but you don`t make his day whenever how much you try. it hurts like
a huge truck on your right leg. an excruciating pain sparks on your veins.

you try to tell yourself to be calm, but you actually aren`t at all, his
friends reminds you of him, whenever he texts you, you smile uncontrollably.
the best feeling in the world. but right now, you frown everyday..

once you reach home, you freshen yourself, and once in a while, in the
shower, you think of him, you cry. you dry and dress yourself up. get into your
room... it's late at night. never go online because you`re on your bed bloodshot
eyes cover the precious color of your eye.

he never texts nor call you anymore... you try every time, but you know
that his name will never appear on your phone`s screen. you give up. but
you just wanna give him a hug and tell him you`re always there.. but thinking
of him just makes you weak... instead, you let it pass..

and now, I just wanna know where are you now. would you still
ignore me? I just hope you won`t lie to me about your feelings
anymore... I`m sick and tired trying hard for you, but i know
you`ll never notice.

steps-out! later!

ADE-VUA!

-Yasmin Lizz-

calling out your name, your face is everywhere, i`m reaching
out to you to find that you`re not there. I wake up every night
to see the state i`m in, it`s like an endless fight, seems like
i cannot win.

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