i`ve learnt to let go.

6:15 AM

I`ve learnt how to let go. It takes so long, but right now, there is someone beside me, who makes
me warm inside and out. I can`t look into his eyes like I can in yours. but i think, I`ll still remember you.

It's hard to say this... in the beginning.
but i guess i`ll just type it down. well...
mom is sort of having a really bad tummy
ache. I remembered what she told me when
I asked her one day why she kept going to
the clinic every weekend. the first day.
that flashback gave me fear and more fear.
but I know God is here. so i`ll ask for his
forgiveness and help.

and alsoo... about Donuts.
I haven`t been having him in my mind
even though some songs bring him into
my mind sometimes, I guess now he's fading
away. I don`t need it. I mean, he has been
avoiding everything. I know... but I may not
be right... but for all i know.. I just wanna be
normal with him. because, right now, I think
I have a better feeling for another person.
someone I think I do not want to reveal.
even if i share something we have alot in
common, someone may have the rabbit out
of the hat. that wouldn`t be fun anymore.

but it doesn`t really matter.. because
right now... I just wanna stay home.
It's like I wanna be with God everyday
right now and then. I wanna be alone with
God and sing songs with him. I know, before
I kept blogging about Donuts and bragging about
how insanely we`ve gone through not-so long ago.
but right now... this special someone, I really adore and
I think i find him adorable and legit, teaches me how to
let go slowly. do you know... having read all these words
and phrases with music really tells you how I really feel.
It would be legit.. and no more skeptical and nonsensical.

but everything would be okay... I know that.
God will always be here, letting me know that
he will be there whenever I needed him...
I feel his presence every where. I love that
feeling... [:

steps-out! later!

ADE-VUA!

-Yasmin Lizzie-


I just wanna feel that feeling again. but you took so long
I cannot wait.

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