it`s like he gave me a book about his messed up life.

1:40 AM

I'm sooo pissed with about everything and everyone right now. but the only
person who made me chill down, was Donuts. it`s like he gave me a book about
his messed up life and didn`t want me to mess mine up.

before I went for a haircut today,
I had a crappy fight with mom about
who is going to get change for the
big-amount of cash for my haircut.
so i left with my own amount. she
shouted a 'word' out of the window
and I shouted a 'word' back.

then once I reached the salon with
my mate, my sis sitted down and I sat
on the chair where you see the haircutter
cut your hair your not-so-desired way and wish
you have a cutter who knows exactly what you wanted.
after the trim, I hated the way she cut it. I didn`t
ask her to trim more because i just know that she`ll ruin it.

got home straight and hurriedly went to get prepared.
I finally got a new pair of clothing but with a same tee
and shoes. but it started raining so mate changed her mind
and decided to skip class.. and I just knew what I had in
mind was true. I won`t let it out. for i know what fact i said
would be declined. for me, it started raining because God is mad
with me. I know i am in the wrong. and God is giving me sudden thunder
roars to teach me a lesson. I have felt him everywhere and I know he is
always there and here for me whenever I feel in danger or when i am
feeling very upset. now, I`m afraid of hearing the angry thunder roars
God is giving me. ]:

I started to chill when i feel God`s presence and also the
thought of Dear Donuts in my mind. I started to frown and thought
of going for class. I really don`t wanna miss a session of Catechism
Class. the only thing i objected of moving my feet entering the class
alone it's because I had Donuts in my mind and God. ]:

I had been missing Donuts for so long even though I told my best friend
I started to non-love him anymore. but right now, I think i know how
Donuts feel. but I have to move on. saying that 2 words just make me
wanna die on the inside, like my soul can`t do that.

but I know that I have to do what's right and God will reward me
with the greatest wish i wanted. like he did before. I appreciated it
alot.. and really really LOVED IT.

even though God is punishing me right now. I just want to make
things right and make my God proud. I don`t want him to be
upset over me again. ]:

steps-out! later!

ADE-VUA!

-Yasmin-

I just want you to know I`m here even though you want
her more then you want to invite me out.

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