the times fly like this...

12:59 AM

you sleep while i wonder... how beautiful you are and how lucky i`ve met you...

I can`t help but lie on my bed and sleep.. wonders tirelessly bringing me into another world...

another blog post.
currently.. my good o`friend, Nelson
is giving me really good videos.. and he`s sharing them
with me. just so you know, what i might be doing while posting.

I`m so bored and I know whenever i am bored, I would
blog. but I am bored and I don`t feel like blogging.
and also, I should be preparing to go for church but i guess
i will be going tomorrow with mom and maybe my best friend?

yeah.. anyways. nothing much to be posted about, just got
my report book and I wanna eat out to celebrate my moodiness.
and celebrate on how badly i`ve done on some of my subjects.

ironically, i knew i would be getting a 'D' for second language.
now that, is very legit. kind of stupid actually. because my
good friend saw this answer shit when we were doing some 'class test',
and she wrote them on the table and i remembered them.

so when we received, we bloody did bad. as in we did good.
but we did good because we made a bad thing, we saw the answer and
i obviously don`t understand a single thing in the paper.. so why not
just get some answer correct from my good speaking chinese friends? why not
right? besides, i don`t wanna force myself to get 'chinese' as second
language, because even though how much i tried, i still don`t get a single
good thing, well yes, i do speak basic and write basic but I don`t get
better when getting thrown into high school in a low stream JUST BECAUSE OF
CHINESE! that is why i am in the lowest stream, broke my heart. I speak
English at home and I don`t wish to try and speak Chinese at home.. cause that`ll
ruin my English. and thanks for that, I bumped down to a 'B' in English.
like it broke my ENTIRE body. like literally.

I just want a second language that I at least can guess and at least
more like ENGLISH words instead of some creature thrown down on the paper
with weird body parts? no offence. I do everything english and i`m so HEARTBROKEN
that I am giving my seat up to the people doing well in english where i am
there doing really badly.. NO offence to those people, I love them. Its just that
I am blamming some words that is coming out from my mouth that destroys it all.
that is not LEGIT AT ALL!!! its getting me upset.
now the other thing that is keeping me upset is because i am not getting much fun
nowadays.. like my brain is going numb and I am going to die because of bloody boredom.. and that is I AM NOT GETTING HYPER ENOUGH! THAT IS ANOTHER NOT-LEGIT-AT-ALL! that is why i`ve been having SHIT all over in school, screwing things up
and I don`t wanna screw any thing up anymore.

preeeeety weird i`m stating it all in here and that i should actually keep
it all to myself.. and Starbucks helps me cool down, eating chocos and gorging
down food helps too.. it keeps me happy. and also i need to work out so i don`t grow 'out of shape'.

so well... I just guess I got out of track and i need to get back..
so i guess it wouldn`t be that hard... [:

till next time!

steps-out! later!

ADE-VUA!

-Yasmin Lizz-!

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My name is Yasmin. I would not tell you my full name.. so deal with it. :D
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