the airplane is bringing me abroad..
5:05 AM

my bags are pack, i`m ready to go.. i`m sitting alone on the airplane that is bringing me to the Philippines to continue my studies.. but it`s never late to say goodbye yet..hello b-e-a-u-tiful people..
I`ve myself sharing some news before a year has
passed.. [:
mom came back today.. and it somehow gave me a look
at the school books i`ve haven`t bought.. though it wasn`t
my eyes who looked at it.. nor was it my brains.. it was
my most beautiful, caring, funny, wonderful, sweet, loving
mother..
so it made me thought on the words 'go to... Philippines to
study' so.. i asked mom... about all of it since she discussed
it with dad.. and here is what we talked about..
M-mom
Y-Yasmin [me]
Y: Mom, are we [Nikki, small sis, and I], be going to the
Philippines after we graduate from High School?
M: mm-hmm.. but your flying off first then when Nikki
finishes her studies, she`ll follow you..
Y: so i`ll be going on the airplane alone then? aren`t I?
M: nooooo.. I`ll be there with you.. and once you`ve reached
the house, I`ll leave you and go back to Singapore.
Y: alright.. they do have Modeling Agencies there don`t they?
M: yes.. of course! but hey! studies first before work! [:
Y: yes mom.. of course..
M: and no going out alright.. be good!
Y: yes ma`am..
so there it is.. and also.. once my sister is there, it
would be freedom for us now.. and well.. Rachel was there too
after she went for graduation in High School and also it is
ironic that I will be graduating in the same school as her..
ahaha.. ah.. I love Rach and Krizia.. the 2 sisters.. but hey
i do love my siblings too..
and also.. my grandparents will be there.. and my sis and I
would be staying there for about... years.. really.. and well
mom said that during the hols, we would visit Singapore and then
it`s time to go back to school.. meeting new friends and also learning
the routes to places.. and of course.. i`ll be working hard now.. it`s
time to throw my lazyness away.. because
studies affect our future.. and i`m sure no one wants a crappy future.. [:
and also i will be having time with my friends if time would give
me.. for i am busy or maybe i don`t want to go out because i`ve stuffs
to do or maybe I just wanna chill at home..
and well.. after this year is gone, I only have a year then
it`s time to say good-bye.. tears start flowing, wishes come,
tight hugs and fun flashbacks..
but huge smiles to my enemies or to those who hate me..
but i won`t hate them.. i will
always LOVE my enemy..
there`s space in everyone`s heart who take them in..
well what do you know.. it`s another talk where I would go
emotional.. but really.. I have to do what i have to.. no more
much hanging outs next year.. and also if i go overseas, I will
still be using Singapore`s prepaid.. weird huh.. yeah.. but that is
just how i gotta deal with it.. and yes, you can call or sms me
whenever you want.. [:
internet too will be there.. though mom scared me when she said 'no'.
but also.. I will be missing my lil sister.. because when i grad, she
has 2 more years till high school finish.. and I will be there without her
for 2 years.. ]: I will miss her.
and.. well.. of course i`d miss you guys oh-so much..
and also.. I wish i won`t ever get nervous once there..
you know how it`d feel.. really awkward and scary.. and
not forgetting.. lonely..
hooo.. anyways.. that`s all.. posting this..
so i know that it`s confirmed.. really HAPPY..
but also missing peeps at the same time..
steps-out! later!
ADE-VUA!
-Lil Miss Yasmin-!
don`t forget.. i`ll love you.. i`ll never hate you..