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i wrote this in my Diary ;; Today, 15th Aug 10.37 A.M

Dear Diary,

yesterday, after i got home from school, i bathed and even cleaned the house twice and cooked dinner also. SMSed Dada and Mom to come home early.. as i cooked dinner really early...

I thought that mom, b. sis and bro would forget about the video i took. when Dada arrived, he changed and i went to the kitchen and took the food i cooked out, then we were eating, i heard someone at the door and thought it was mom.. but it turned out that it was b. sis.

so i ate little by little on the food that i cooked.. sis complained that there are no rice for her.. but i already am cooking it.. pfft.
then Mom was at the door.. i looked at my plate.. there are still "lots" left.. so got her to take it.. but she complained... mom and sis complains.. both of them when S. sis already ate... but not my Dad..

Then mom brought up the subject about quitting #&)*$&) Drama.. b. sis heard and then she came making fun of me.. I REALLY IGNORED HER, say whatever she wants and she just kept talking.. I don`t like her ever anymore..

Then she criticized and started making fun again. I went into the room and ignored her. Mom then went into the room to change.

Once again, b. and s. sis went into the room and started talking.. mom didn`t let me talk back, s. sis started laughing her fcuking ass off.. whenever i talk back, mom would go "SHH!" as if whatever b. sis says about me is true.

so when they left for their SKIN FLESHING MEAL, i went into my room and started well you know, sobbing. Imagine someone did that to you, you can`t say anything but only listen to all the hurtful words. You would be completely sad wouldn`t you?
some of you would not feel any.. wait till "that" happenes to you.. you know what i meant.. feel the same pain as i did.

My friends who i shared with don`t give a share when i told them problems of mine.. i don`t need whatever they say.. no use. might as well ignore me all the way right?
Yeah i `m a burden.. but when you have problems.. i didn`t think whatsoever.. i just start thinking ways to help you..

why would i even trust my siblings? They are COMPLETELY MEAN! and when i say that i really mean it.. they`ve shown their true colors anyways.. but i have someone to talk to even though i can`t see "him". that is God. he gave me alot of miracles, made my wishes come true, gave me help and care.

I sensed like he is sitting on the bed.. trying to cool me down... and my sobbing cooled down.. so then i wiped my salty tears and went to the living room, got food out and went to switch on the TV. I wasn`t thinking anything.. because i felt normal and my reddish eyes turned back to white.

I guess God let me have fun watching TV and let "them" go shopping till my show has ended.

When "they" arrived, s. sis and b. sis made fun of how i way i sleep.. I was lying down hugging a pillow.. does it even look funny? |-$ TOOT people.

then something happened... B. sis TOOK MY DARN PHONE!!! and she PEEPED THROUGH EVERYTHING!!!! everything MEANT EVERYTHING! i peeped as i pretended asleep because i heard them.. then i saw what she did.. FREAKO!

but i don`t talk to them.. hate them for doing all this.. URRGH!!

ADE-VUA!

-Lil Miss Yasmin-!

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