6:41 AM

the best feeling in the world is when you look at him, he is already looking at you.. <3!I`m going to talk about after class yeah..
went to asshole [ Esso ] with mate. SMSed Alex [Adam] where he is.. he was in the canteen.
So then we got what we wanted in ESSO.. then headed to the canteen.. good timing before i can even finish my sentence to Alex.. he already saw the 1st guy i told him to see since i kept talking to him about "them". TEEHEE!
Then we chatted.. Adam nodded when he saw Kenneth.. and Felicia.. i was still standing up.. not sitted yet..
didn`t care much. so sat down and waited for the 2nd guy he wanna see.. cause like i said.. i kept talking to him about them. So we chatted different subjects..
Alex let us see some vids in his phone.. disgusting but funny.. TEEHEE! seriously.. but one thing he showed us really made me wanna puke.
but we waited for hours.. he didnt come.. so did i not see him in church. owed me back my thumbdrive though... maybe next week..
So we didnt care.. so we continued chatting.. till it was already 6.22+ then we went.. hahaha.. went up and Kenneth was going out of church maybe going to the toilet? haha yeah so went in got the bulletin and sat down on the chair where my mom and sis are sitting.. TEEHEE! Sammy babe came... <3 <3 <3!
Father Mike did the ceremony.. TEEHEE! LOOOOOOVE IT! Then came the Holy Communion. Sam and family walked first.. in front of me.. Sam still looked as handsome as ever... only one that could make me melt within a minute.. <3!!
Then came our turn.. got prepared because my shirt in the inside kept going down... made me really pissed.. like you gotta check... POOOOF!
before that, mate told me that Kenneth kept looking at me? yeah.. he does it all the time.. and mate said that "he does not even know i`m looking at him.." TEEHEE!
oh-oh this reminds me.. OMG Jeremiah! during class.. Jeremiah sneezed.. but we were making funny faces when we laughed.. and we didn`t know that Maria and Sonia were too.. then i saw something OUTRAGEOUSLY GROSS! Jeremiah took the "slime" from his nose and LICKED IT! O.M.G! can`t believe it.. RIIGHT?! yeah.. then the "shit" thing he ate TOOOO!! OMG!!!! Nezza and I were realllly grossed out..
SMSed Adam... then looked at Adam to see if he has received it.. saw he did and guess what? I had forgotten to silent up my phoneeee.. but no worries.. it was soft enough not letting everyone hear my RINGTONE! hahahaha!
yeah.. so we laughed like mad.. and in Esso.. Sonia said why we were laughing.. so Nezza told her while i was looking through all the candies there.. then Sonia said that she and Maria laughed because we laughed.. hahaha! alright.. let`s continue.. back to BABY!!!
actually that`s all.. OH YEAHHHHH!! when the Ceremony was about to end.. Germaine looked at us.. [ Sammy`s sister ] i smiled at her.. then i was joking something to Nezza.. looked at her again and smiled.. she looked back in front.. i REALLY NEED HER TO BE MY FRRIIIEEENNNDDD!!
and yes.. get to Sam..Then after that.. i knew that Sammy is looking at me.. BUT I COULD NOT BRING MYSELF TO LOOK AT HIM AGAAAAAIIINNN!! I`m VLOOOODYYYYYY OUT OF CONFIDENCE AGAIN!!! FUCK IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *sobSOBsobSOB*
but i will force myself to next week.. i wont give up..ADE-VUA!
-Lil Miss Yasmin-!
i wuv you sammy..