6:16 AM
what the hook is happening to me??
1. I`m messing things up.
2. I do the wrong part/question
3. I don`t get what i really need to get it done.
4. I don`t make choices AS FAST AS I CAN BEFORE~!!
5. I`m going insane.
Yes i can`t remember and sometimes i get totally pissed off like i just wanna lay back and get myself some good REST!
I`ve got alot of things to do right now..and luckily there is no Maths tomorrow because if not i`ll not be posting this bloody shit thing..watching Shane Dawson later..as he`s jokes make me chill. Thanks screammy for sharing! F.M.L URRRGGHH!!!
THINGS NEED TO BE BLOODY DONE!!!
1.Gabby`s maple thingy for his COUZ!
2.THE BLOODY CD NEEDS TO BE BURNT FOR GABBY!!! (FCUK THIS! IT`S GETTING ME INSANE!)
3.clear off my mind! So i can think clearly AND NOT DUMBLY AGAIN!!!
4.think of getting prepared FOR BLOODY 2.4!!!!!!!!!!!! FCUK THIS MORRRE!!
5.LAST BUT NOT BLOODY LEAST! GET SOME GOOD ENOUGH REST!!!!!!
i am insanely mad right now. I just wanna rest. the things that needed to be done asap are numbers, 1,2,3,4 and 5. YES IT`S ALLLLL!! It`s making me go insane.. URGH!
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what i also wrote in facebook. I`m wuving and missing Sammy. He`s as beautiful as a butterfly.. i wuv him <3!

I`ve seen you today.. luckily i`ve made a second check to see if it was really you.. and baby it was. I recognize you.
My heart skipped a beat when i saw you. You do know what does it mean. I know that i`ve never been doing my part and i may not have been looking at you because i was really shy..i admit it. I was.
I guess that you have the most beautiful gorgeous eyes ever.. that sparkles into the light.
I didn`t know you wore spectacles. even if you wore it or not, you still look as handsome as ever. But you look adorable with your specs. really.. i do admit. You make me laugh or maybe smile when i see you with your specs...your just too cute.
when we went into the bus, you went up and i was down right at the back.. I was still as stone.. I was really crazy..my friend Fazzy wanted to sit inside and she was telling me since i sat down and waited for you to get in.. I was deaf to her but not to you.. but i was listening to her too.. i was just crazy in wuv.
I got crazy that i need the 8 digit no. that`s been missing in my phone..and also the talk,smile and laughter we have when we know each other... i really need it.. it`s been missing.. i wuv you...
When my Bff2 and I got into the bus on our way home, i took the lift and step by step..i was thinking that i should have gone the same bus stop as you and had took the bus that Fazzy could alight early.. sorry Fazzy.
When i got back home, I changed clean and sat on my bed starring blankly on the floor. And vibrations on my phone keep vibrating. I didn`t pick it up to check. But i did answer the messages. weird don`t you think.
I turned on the computer and went straight to facebook. my page was half++ with HAPPY BIRTHDAY.. thank you so much. but i replied without thinking any. I just thought that everything would repeat itself..or maybe see you again.
I went to Emily`s profile and read that she had ''bad'' news for me.. please don`t leave me bleeding..you were the only person i`ve held on to for a very very long time...
you were beautiful like the butterflies.. I've been crushing on with other guys but you were still there in my heart and i know that you are the one and the key... don`t change to another person.. I still held on close to you..i'd never change... really..
I'll make a promise that i'll look at you again and i'll give you a smile...and we'll know each other soon, ily.
And God will take care of the rest... I love you God..
-L.M.Y-!
~I prayed the night before my birthday that i wanna see Sammy.. and it did happen.. Miracle <3! It has happened to me alot of times..and i`ll never ever give up.. i`ll wait for the day... ~
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ADE-VUA!
-Lil Miss Yasmin-!