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no one gets me like you do...It`s Saturday. In the morning i thought of going Woodlands with mom and dad. invited Nezza but we didn`t go in the end because mom prepared for 5 hours.
Nezza then came into my house, parents room and played the computer.. it was then 2++.
I`m really tired right now. Went for class and ended at 4. then headed for the canteen but there was something going on so went to the back of it.
Then went for mass. Sammy wore black while i wore gray with a black thing inside.
i don`t know how to explain it though.
Mass was really awesome but minus the part when Nezza`s bro sat beside me.. i didn`t expect them to be there because the reason i sat at the edge even though i felt uncomfortable is because i wanna see Sammy..
after mass, went home. didn`t see Sammy but when Nezza went home then there i saw Sammy... i just felt some kind of regret... thanks to that brother... can`t look at Sammy... when i look at Sammy, Nezza`s bro thought i was looking at him.. he`s not my type to excuse me...
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I cannot ignore it,I keep giving in, but I should know better, Cause there was something 'bout the way you looked at me, and it's strange that things change when I've been wanting you so desperately."
If only i could tell him that in a piece of paper.. i think i`ll be travelling in a different route.
went to Sheng Siong.. dont wanna go and eat there no more.. gross..really disgusting.
seriously... ate fried food there... aren`t i like...dumb.. sigh.
went back home first with Nicolaa because mom and dad wanna get groceries..
While walking, i SMSed Gabe. and sorree about the thumbdrive Gabe..
this is what we talked about..::
Yas: hey..uh.. do you have Samuel`s no. ?
Gabe: no. you asked me before already
Yas: oh.. alright.. sorree.
Gabe: so how`s the movie search coming along?
Yas: well..not found it yet.. bro will do it for me.
Yas: anyways.. do you know anyone close to Sam?
Gabe: not at all. he quit altarboys a long long time ago.
Yas: oh.. how was he like then? was he close to you?
Gabe: no.
Yas: oh.. alright.. thanks..but if you do know someone who knows his no. don`t mind getting it for me?
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I can`t find anyone else..sigh. Kristian knows Sam`s sis. but it`s awkward if i ask a favour from him to his sister to give me his bro`s no. but it seems awesome and a short cut way. but we`ll see.
Kristian smsed me.. well nothing more to talk about now. talked to Kristian,Gabe and Adam and bestie about this. but told more to Kristian and Adam though. since that they are guys and they understand and may know what i do not know.
But some of it they don`t get it too.. they said that the question i asked are pretty hard. sigh. but really.. different boys act in a different way.
but who knows? I kept asking for the same thing i want it to happen. I asked God to make it come true.. even though i`ve waited for so long.. i don`t mind waiting for the right day.. i`ll mark it.
And
Kristian told me this:
Hey. are you sleeping yet? cause i`m not. do you have a fixed crush or did you change it? if you changed it to me then it`s COOL!
i replied:
haha.. no i`m not asleep yet. yes i do have a fixed crush and i didn`t change it. It`s still Samuel. hah!
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Church is really the place i feel comfortable in everything.. i just wanna stay there everytime...
that`s all i`m posting.. <3!
ADE-VUA!
-Lil Miss Yasmin-!