3:17 AM
another day ; another story...What i wrote in "Lil Missies Diary" .
woke up, got ear piece and slept again.
it is already the 26th of July.
2 weeks later it would be bestie`s birthday. i`ve got no idea of what to give her..
Movies? Dinner? Burger King? yum.. thought of treating her to Burger King.. hehe.
but no idea. well on my birthday, she gave me a treat to the movies, Harry Potter and the Half-blood prince.
July has gone past so fast.. still on July but it`ll be gone soon... but my Saturday still seemed slow. I just want to get to Sam faster.
Didn`t ate anything for breakfast. only drank cold water. after i drank, went to the living room, got my cat class bag, took out the Diary and sat on the couch.. and here i am now writing..
Parents went to the vloody condo for practice. I really dislike it... personal reasons.
currently here, still writing... fcuking brother listening and blasting "techno" musics. eeww.. don`t know why am still sitting here listening to it... techno music SUCKS BIG TIME CAN!!
If only i`m living in a place i`d want to be in, which is in
1. Church
2. America
I`d be different right now.. but here i am, in a stuck up world, with a small [not small but bit big bit small], boring house i`d say and with good siblings except my brother when he is in a bad mood..
Alot of things i`ve still left un-done. No ticks have yet to fill the empty blanks. I`ve not done it yet...
I just feel like living in Miley bithchies Cyrus`s house, near the ocean. Peace and quiet, while i strum my guitar sitting on the big rock facing the ocean and watching the ocean waves gushing through the shore. and at night.. the sea bed stays calm.
If only i`m in a place like that, i guess the left-over ticks that didn`t fill into the blanks would be alread ybe filled.
I love writing in Diaries or more like... online Diaries.. where people could read what you are thinking, feeling or feel like dong.. and where you can share. It makes me feel like i`m talking and telling everything to whenever i want to let it out... i feel like it`s easier to explain things here rather then in reality.
This, i`m writing in, is the "Lil Miss" Diary.. [but not my online Diary.. ehehe] only my Lil Missies could write in..they could draw,write,scribble whatever they want to.. hehe.. And if counted, it`s my
5th Diary.
If only i had a job as either a singer, model or anything suitable, i guess getting myself alittle something from the cash i got dosn`t hurt. because now, i`m feeling like i wanna have some fun and laughter. breathing the same air makes me suffocate..
My big sis is lucky. i should say.. hehe.. she went into the best streams, has a good job, and she is now using her laptop watching Ellen? Awesome, speaking of it, makes me wanna watch TV, Ellen or any cooking shows. :D but too bad.. it`s a Sunday. Sunday shows are boring.. thanks for mommy cutting of our CABLE TV!!!
If only i could have a dog and a garden, i guess my dog will be my best play mate :D , I just wanna go and hang out and have fun..
But mom doesn`t allow pets... :(
Anyways that`s all...
ADE-VUA!
-Lil Miss Yasmin-!
I wrote this in the Diary mentioned.. in the morning at 12.22pm.