3:18 AM

You mean everything to me Cheerio...Today..nothing much happened as yesterday. Last minute job took over yesterday when i was at the polyclinic with Nicolaa. Escorted mom there. It was not knotty on the way there.
He told me that he needed the number on that day. It was a last minute job i had to do for him.
I went on to my research. Thought of ways to get to the Gillian girl. No one had her number. And it sucks. He dosen't wanna talk to Uncle Raymond. He doubt that he'd give him the number. This is pathetic.
I slept 12++ for the number. Still i couldn't get it. So i took a break from it all.
We talked about it for hours. He want me to talk to Felicia (the one in church not this Felicia.) So this mornin, I washed up after getting up from bed. Then I smsed her.. She didn't have the number. I got really really exhausted. My brain would not want to work with me.
So i played the guitar. Mom went cleaning the house, sick. Bro was playing. Pfft.
I helped in some ways. I went into the room and played the guitar. Got 3 written songs finally but it was simple.
I didn't bother to search for it anymore. No one has it. Only Uncle Raymond and Auntie Joyce. Their daughter maybe easy to talk to. He does not want to try it. I got alittle "getting over it" . The sister's brother's an ass. He told me about it.
People in church are hard people to communicate with sometimes. But i can cope with them. WHICH ARE LIKE!! BAHHH!! I need help peephoooles.. FISH!
I felt like calling people by people giving me her number. Who cares? I can even talk to Gillian. But personally. Maybe? yeah. With Gabe? Don't know? WHO CARES?! I DON"T KNOOOOW! |-)
He does not want to share with me his "MISUNDERSTANDINGS",I almost gave up. It's so pathetic. It was true. Birthday talk.
He was on March. March 20 i guess. Shy, yeah it was true. It's ridiculous, pathetic bag of shit. *No offence* but it's driving me madly insane.
I didn't bother though. Still thinking but all are useless..no one has them.. haha
hurray bla bla..clap clap..doink doink..baa baa!
Oh i know who has them UNCLE RAYMOND! YAY! WOO! ya! Guess what?
>> He does not WANT TO ASK HIM! << fooosh! ...
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