5:10 AM

The rose i thought that may keep our remembrance...Today was really boring... went to school did the same thing all over again..
Don't wanna talk about lessons as things after summer had all been changed..
It was really awkward..and ironic.
Don't ask me why it felt awkward&ironic. That's how it is. God knows but i don't, God made it that way maybe it's because it's time for me to change into a better person and forget about the past? Yeah, maybe. But we all have to respect God and everything he does.
I really realized that i am a different person. When my mom left when i came back during camp on Mon, I told myself not to go overboard or go frustrated for nothing.
I seek God's help. It was a miracle. I told myself forever i'm going to do this. I am still doing it till now.
Then yeah.. I got really bored.. I missed that "chap" you know. ahaha! Vanezz knows who he is. I really miiiisssss that "chap" guy.
Anyways... thanks to Fazzy for introducing me to the salon where she cut her hair. And yes Fazzy's hair is totally awesome. But i'm cutting mine in a different way. I got the idea on a video of scene. SCENE EH MARYAM! ahahahah!
I so hate my hair being THICK! hahaha.. I need hairspray..which does not make my hair really damaged..i hate having damaged hair HELLO!
Anyways.... I got myself that i'll be cutting my hair on Fri, also the day when my mom and bro returns.. Hope they don't bring the bloody "thing" along. It really will scare me you know. But i'm waiting for my gums.
Dear God.. Please let them be save and CLEAN. :D
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Anyways... Next topic..
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Tomorrow we will have our 2.4 run. Gosh. We have not done our Shuttle Run too..
OMG! 2.4 is going to kill me but if i wanna keep in shape i've got to do this.
I'm going to force my ass off and get me going..i need pure makeup so my face would not turn red. Cause it does every time i exercise and stuff.. really sucks to the fking core.
Urgh! It's getting me like... Thank God the whether at night is really cooling here. I don't know about the other sides. And God, please help me for tomorrowwww...
I'm really bored now alright. Adam can't go online. He's parents he called them NO LIFE and CHEAP SKATE...i was like "he's kidding right?" but he ain't. So...yeah.
*La da doink!* Oh..Ridzwan IMed me..all he have to say ALL THE TIME is "Hi". It just makes me pissed.. saying Hi then what? NOTHING... this is ridiculously PATHETIC! YOU KNOW! Say Hi then ......................................... all the way nothing... freaking. I'm NOT being a sadist. wahaha! It's true..same to peeps out there who does it toooooo... FISHES!
*buzzz* Adam SMSed me... Father does not want him to use the comp? oh-oh it's not. It's he's dad only extend him using the comp for an hour. Wow..i have never seen any parents like that before...
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Anyways... Wish me luck for the 2.4 ... It's killing me already.. URRGHH!
Anyways that's all..
ADE-VUA!
-Lil Miss Yasmin-!
[fer sure maybe, fer sure not, fer sure eh, fer sure BOMB!]
~! Have faith in God and your prayers will be answered... !~ Father Paul Goh.