10:04 PM

I'm not been seeing him for 2 weeks now..i've been wondering of what my dad said to me..."After you finish secondary school, get ready to say goodbye to Singapore, you are studying somewhere else.." I missed him alot...Sigh. What have you had in mind when you read that my dad told me that I am going somewhere else to study?
I thought of the only him. Is he going away to study too? Cause i wouldn't know. And i'm trying every ways to get to his number. I'm getting close.
My dad told me we are going to another country. I thought of United States. My dad gave me a shock of happiness..because this is how it happened when i got the shock:
Dad: Hey! When you finished secondary school get ready to say goodbye to this country ah..
Me: Why? *shocked*
Dad: Because you are not going to study here anymore..we are moving to another country to study.
Me: Really?! Where? Can I study in the US?
Dad: Yes! Can...we can let you study in the US but first you have to do better in the Philippines.
Me: Huh? That means i'm going to study in the Philippines then in the US?
Dad: Yeah. Cause in the Philippines you can get a degree easier. Here ah...very hard! still need to go for extra schooling!
Me: Yeah. True..alright..i'll see..
Dad: Do well alright :D
Me: Alright. *thinks of Sam*
See...i'm going to the Philippines after my secondary education. Then after 2,3 or 4 years (mostly around 2-3 years) I'm heading to the US...
I don't know about it.. But Dad told me to do well...Sigh. School's going to re-open tomorrow. I was asking Adam if he could go and teach me some of my subjects in school. Church friends are easy to confront. School friends are alittle hard.
I thought of everyone i was closed with. 4 years heart-hard-ship with Sammy. I don't want it to go to waste...

I hope that people out there could help me cope with my studies...
I have FAITH in GOD!
ADE-VUA!
-Lil Miss Yasmin-!
~Have Faith in God. And your prayers will be answered..-Father Paul Goh~!