11:15 PM



I hope when you think Tim McGraw.. I hope you think of me...I was shocked by Syah's buzzing message to me. 'I saw Fazzy's blog that you will have a Talent Show on Class Gathering...' . I was totally speechless, though i look calm. It was soo absurd. But it wasn't. IT WAS BOGUS!! it shouldn't be. BUT IT AIN"T!
So i thought of Taylor Swift. When she was young she wanted to be a singer and got a record at Nashville at the age of 14! So at then, I started playing the guitar, to her songs and i remembered it. I even tried writing songs out of the tune. I made 3 songs. But i couldn't remember where i put it. It was good effort writing those.
I thought back that Fazzy said this in my Tagboard. It goes something like I can't be a singer because i don't have confidence? Or afraid to sing in front of crowds. Yes i was. But i sang "Crazier" to Fazzy and Nezz..they wanted to hear. So i forced the words out of my mouth. I got Fazzy angry and impatient. So i forced it out. haha and finally we all sang together. I got the great confidence in it.
Then i tried searching for other songs that i am able to play on the guitar. And so, I got the song "Our Song". It was bogus isn't it. But yes i can play and sing with it.
but i was thinking of the "Talent Show". I wanna go solo. But i don't mind doing a duet with Shafina, Maryam and my best mate, Fazzy. (Vanezz is also my bestest mate [;)
So. Then i talked to Bro. Syah about it. And i saw the tagboard on Fazzy's taggy..
Syah: hohoho.. *blablabla* i'll vote for yasmin..*blabla* "
i was like..lol..awww..thanks!! Bogus again. But it was true. You guys should hear Fazzy sing. It's like Alicia Keys. Gorgeous it's absolute gawjus. haha! I don't know about mine. But for me i sound like a normal person but can't sing high notes. It's like Taylor. She can't sing high notes sometimes too.
But Taylor's my inspiration in this. Singing. Growing up to be one. Or maybe, growing up and sing her songs? haha i don't know.
So i was told by Syah that he wants it RECORDED on tape. A.K.A on Cellphone. I was like..oh wow..alright i'll get it done.
So yeah. I know that Fazzy wants the whole class to show their talents haha i wanna see as well.. it's kinda awesome and if you wanna learn those they can do from them, you can just go right up marching to them and say "HEY! can you teach me the __________ you did on CG? Please?"
haha kinda ironic for me to say that. But all i want was to gain confidence and maybe do those stuff.. I was afraid to face stuffs in front of the audience. But bro. Syah told me that. You have to face them. And it's now or never. It's like telling me. Do it now or you won't be able to do it in the future. Right?
Yeah. So i told myself that i'll do for them (syah,best friends (Vanezz and Fazzy) , for me and for all those who wants me to do this [; ).
If your thinking that i'm showing off..no i'm not, and get it right or i'll shoved it down your throat. I'm not that BAD. haha! Anyways that's all i'm sharing..

ADE-VUA!
-Lil Miss Yasmin-!