9:08 PM

I'm not satisfied..it's like a truck crashing on me... I've let mom down..I'm sorry.

I've gotten my report book back. I told my mom to phone Mrs Teo that she is not able to come and meet her at the Meet-The-Parents session.

She called and called me after wards to go back to school to claim my report book.

I was the only one who got the report book without bringing my mom along. my dad will be home late and my mom will arrive an hour or 2 after my dad.

So i got back and claimed back my report book, I didnt really want to see what position i was in till i got home.

Maryam wanted to check it out but i've got no choice whatsoever but to open it. And i saw it with my own eyes that i got a class position of 7. My heart sank.

My English dropped to B instead of the all-the-time A. It sanked deeper. I kept thinking that i still passed but sadness took over..

I got home and i got myself a cold bath. Still thinking that it was too ironic to believe.

I changed freshly and took the guitar. It sat readily open for me to play. I got my phone to play "crazier" i remembered the chords and sang along..

I didnt continue after the chorus because i just can't believe that i've got position 7. And i thought of mom wanting me to be either the top 3 or the position of 4,5. I've let her down.

After all the years she's been behind me, I've still given her the bad marks. I cried my heart out while playing the guitar.. my mom got sick before i've even started to know what position i was in. I prayed that she would be well again and once i got my marks, I'd make her smile and maybe it'll help her get well..But instead i didnt..

I thought of what my big sister said. She's my inspiration. She did well in all of her studies and gave my parents the best marks because my parents tried giving us everything that we've wanted. I cried on my big sister's bed.

I cried heavily.. I just wanna tell my mom,dad and big sis that i am sorry.. But i'll try harder.. Mom..please take care of yourself and i'll give you the best marks you wanted me to have and always thought. I love you mom!

I cried while typing this..i'm just so sorry..Mommy..i love you all :')..

Congratulations to my bestest friends ever! Fazzy and Vanezz.. i LOVE you guys to the core.. even though we fought..

Haha the cancelled ones really tells me like i am writing a Suicide Note..lol so i cancelled it all..and b.t.w my inspiration is still Taylor..lol! The ones i wrote are like... OMG..i'm being Dramatic~! LOL!

ADE-VUA!

-Lil Miss Yasmin-!

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My name is Yasmin. I would not tell you my full name.. so deal with it. :D
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