damnnnnnnnnnnnn...
2:11 AM
piece of ribbbbit.. so not legit..
PLEASE?
steps-out! later!
ADE-VUA!
-Yasmin Lizzie Autumn-
you got hurt, I knew it somehow, but smile?
6:39 PM
what a new day, new routine, new way to start over and a new mail from you.. i've been waiting
for it to come to me since the day i sent it to you...
good morning to you again!
now yesterday, was the last day of the week
to Summer Break!
and now it's the BEGINNING of the
summer break.. well, not really the beginning,
it's Vesak Day today.. I don't know who celebrates
Vesak Day though.. I guess tamil/indian people do..
sooo... I woke up early in the morning, and went
to the bathroom to refreshen myself up. went into the
Kitchen and cooked Grilled Cheese for my family and
technically, not family.. cause I was only able to cook 4.
we ran out of bread that's why.
so then... I went into Facebook and saw that I have
mail. and when i opened to my surprise it was Glenn.
I remembered I sent him an email not really long ago.
but he only then replied last night.. he lost my number.
but of course i gave it to him.. and well.. there are other
things about him i found out... but.......... i'm not gonna
speak..
I don't really know what to do today... I thought
of hanging out with my best friend.. and also going out
to get clothes. just a top and a flawless skirt will do.
I know.. i'm a boring person.... because FFS, I'M IN A
PLACE I DON'T BELONG! that's why i'm BORED!
and I'm turning into a boring person... goodness huh?
FFFFFT.
anyway.. I ran out of water.. in my cup i meant.. and
I am getting a headache.. I HATE THE WEATHER
NOWADAYS! I HATE ITTTTT!!!
anywaaaaaaaaaaaays.. I got nothing more
to say... so i'm gonna end here.. [:
steps-out! later!
ADE-VUA!
-Yasmin Lizzie Autumn-!
sometimes i would even wonder.....
12:41 AM
sometimes i wonder, if i ever'd make you happy.. isn't it complicated to see if my expressions are true? well yours are truly the most complicated one...
sometimes I would even wonder, would my thought ever bring him to lighten
up on the inside and would it even show up on his outside.
sometimes i would even wonder, does he know that I am his crying
shoulder whenever he ever needs one.
sometimes i would even wonder, does he even know that the cupcakes
he chose, are literally badly done.
sometimes i would even wonder, if i look out of the window, breathing
in the smell of the wondrous rain, thinking of him, would he ever do the
same.
sometimes i would even wonder, are the legit words that warmed up
my heart, are really meant from the bottom of his heart.
sometimes i would even wonder, does he miss me?
have you had thoughts running through your mind?
because I have been searching for answers, but.....
your mind doesn't give you answers, you have to look
for them....
steps-out! later!
ADE-VUA!
-Yasmin Lizzie Autumn-
one and only?
12:31 AM
I wasn't really that sure, so i sat with this lonley and amazing flower that kept me wondering... why?
one word dear.
GONE?
steps-out! later!
ADE-VUA!
-Yasmin Lizzie Autumn-
I'm tired.. I don't want you here.
7:44 AM
what the buck? thanks to your friend, I think i've fallen for him.. goodbye you.
I just got back from Cross Country + a long walk and tour around of Tampines Mall
and Tampines 1. damn.. finally.. i bought the stuff toy i wanted.. I wanted the huge one
though.. but instead, I got the small one.. I didn't wanna waste it on a big one. and even
though i bought the big one and wanted to give it away, it wouldn't be giving the jack ass who
I wanted to give it to, and he that person could get into you easily and hard to let go of, but now,
i'm fighting for it. and instead of giving it to him, I'll give it to his friend.. the one I guess I just
want to spend time in the movies with..
this post wouldn't be long though, so yeah, we were uber tired and it
was just not LEGIT at all.. it was really stupid. the weather was darn
hot, the drinks were like poisoned [ that took the real taste away ], the
length of the path was deadly and you just wanna drop dead half-way.
I walked all the way through.. and I had a partner by my side.
and people said that they jogged past me, but all i can say is,
" I didn't see you.." because I don't know, I don't know my
surroundings and I didn't even see them.. It was weird though.
but still, I had nothing to do but look down tryna get shade as
much as possible because I don't wanna be a
dark chocolate in the end...
so then, after I finished that bloody thing, I went to get
a sip of water from my sis and then, went to the toilet
and guess what? I turned into the color of toasted bread....
TOASTED BREAD..
and yes, toasted bread is like.. I don't know..
dark? well whatever.. I just look like fresh toasted
bread.. and I didn't like that.. and I was sooo sweaty I can't
take it.. I forgot to bring an extra shirt too.. darn it.
and in the mall.. it was just amazing. I really need
stuffs there.. like, I got my stuff toy there and It was
filled with stuff I really NEEDED! but who cares,
just walk around first.. and save money.. [:
then.. the sky started to dim down to darkness
and we decided to head home, since we had a long
day and also we had a long stroll around the malls.
so we went home.. waved goodbye and went our
separate ways. took bus 22 with my best friend and
my little sister.. it was a long ride I hope Dad could just
get me an MP3 player. I am still waiting though.. I was lazy to
remind him I want one. [:
then... time tick-toked it's way around the clock,
and it started to grow darker and darker outside.
It was hard to see out the window because It was
dark and they have this stupid dots that gives you
a picture or a logo or an influence, about some stuff.
then... got home at around 9. Thank God that we got
home safely. Mom understood why we came home late
too.. Thank God again.
but BOO me for not eating the right thing for dinner..
I ate CHIPS.. sucks doesn't it? oh well..
then, took a bath and went online.. I just wanna
tag a post till my hair is dry and just right now, I
wanna fall asleep on my bed.. =\
steps-out! later!
ADE-VUA!
-Yasmin Lizzie Autumn-
I dislike you now.. so please leave me alone, or still,
please be nice to me.. that's all you gotta give me.
have you ever thought of that?
2:25 AM
5 words dear,
The Way I Loved You.
steps-out! later!
ADE-VUA!
-Yasmin Lizzie Autumn-
I never wanna say goodbye.
2:11 AM
one word dear,
SPEECHLESS.
steps-out! later!
ADE-VUA!
-Yasmin Lizzie Autumn-